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Friday, October 24, 2008

I hate ppl controlling my time and being controlled by others. I am the kind who do things immediately when i thought about it and not wait till later.. Having the need to do a timetable, being controlled by the timetable, even still its during the holidays, is really ridiculous. My mother wants me to do a time table and pass it to her latest by tmr. She just talked to me just now and told me stuffs about reading more books to improve on my english because my brother, who is currently taking o levels now, is having a bit of difficulty doing the english paper. Before she told me to improve on my english, I already have thoughts of ways to improve on it and I am also trying to. The thing is, she thinks that when i uses the com, she will think that i am playing, which is really irritating though i told her lots of time that when im using the com, it doesnt mean that im playing. However, she just keep on thinking that on the second that i sat on the chair and use the com, I am playing. That I'm already used to it. The worse is, i need to do a timetable so that I can use it to judge the thing I am suppose to do. Its not even 1 week when the holiday started and she wants me to do a timetable and do the respective things for that session. Can't she just let me do the things that i want since its holiday and i will have initiative to improve on english. I understand that improving english needs a long process and unlike maths, where we can do last minute work to solve our doubts and problems. Improving english needs to read on newspapers, books, etc. constantly to deepen our vocabulary banks and also on understanding the twisting of sentences. Damn..I just hate my time being controlled. Who likes to be controlled during their holidays?