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Today.

Average.

Got back A-Maths, Physics, E-Maths paper 1, Social studies essay.

My mum just asked me about my results, those that I had gotten back. Well, I don't like to lie to her, so I told them all. She asked me why are my results so average, and especially physics, why is it so low. She says that I didn't work hard enough for them. Actually, I think she's certainly right. I did not work hard enough. I think I didn't even do my best for it. Reasons, because I slacked too much this year, used too much computer, spend too much time on it. Spend too much time watching Tv, going out, etc. I don't want a repeat on this. This kind of results compared to last year, totally crap. Seriously, I feel so much better in last year's exams. Even in difficult papers last year, I had much more confidence, and there's also some assurance, at least I know. I seldom come across questions that I don't know, and the marks I lost are all on carelessness and mistakes. But this year, during the exams, I had no confidence in doing well. I even come across quite a lot of questions that I don't know how to solve. What's wrong with me?! Did I knock my head too much?! Did I fall down from my bed and landed with my head so hard that I became much stupider?! Or is it that my brain cells' are dividing slower and slower?! Whatever reason it is, I have to strive harder, much harder for next semester. And much much much harder for next year's O-Levels.

Reflections on each subject today:

A-Maths
I flipped through the paper again, and found that I had so many careless mistakes, and there's one 5 marks question which I know how to do, but I got it all wrong. And Mr Chew says that this paper is already counted very easy for an A-Maths paper. I wonder how should I get better grades next semester. Its still not up to my own expectations.

Physics
ZzZ man. I aimed for an A, because it used to be the subject I'm better in, but now, I don't know what happen to me, I flunked section B, causing me to flunk the whole paper 2.. I seriously need to do better for this subject. The day before paper 2, I was still so relaxed, not even spending time to study and read more on it. Instead, I did other entertaining things. The last two terms, I slept and day dreamed during this subject. Needless to say, I have to pay more attention during this subject next term.

E-Maths Paper 1
There were some questions which were so easy, and I could get them wrong, and worse still, not knowing how to do. There's also one question which I can even see the question wrongly, and there goes all my calculations. If I had spend time to see it properly, I could have gotten it right.. There's still E-Maths Paper 2, which will be given tomorrow. I think it'll be the worst, I totally left a total of 7 marks worth questions blank. How can I still score?

Social Studies Essay
Well, first time doing Social studies. It was just a barely pass. Haven't got back the SBQ component yet.. So I'll elaborate more after I get it back.